Friday, March 21, 2008

A (Set Of) Stumbling Block Once Again That Hinders My Road To Happiness ???

This week's been a tougher one... especially after the events of 3.16, especially after the day I made a resolution of accomplishing my personal "quadruple" in August...

The office politics in my branch at NSPD is getting more and more tense. Though I am not the one involved in this internal conflict, I am a branch corporal who is "sandwiched" between fellow NSFs and officers. Why can't we work in harmony like we do in the first year of my NS life ? I may not know how you feel since I am not the one who got "aimed", and not the one who got the promotion being held up, and I may choose NOT to care since I am just here serving my National Service and still only got 10 months to go, but I don't like to see an environment which is getting less "peaceful" as long as I am here. Perhaps, this situation is a training ground for me to prepare for a harsher working life with bigger office politics in the near future...

NDP... I am still waiting for a phonecall which informs me that I am part of the 600 participants of SSA... same goes to Perry and Glenn...Though I am a NSF who is working office hours on weekdays and studies ACCA at night, but I am ready to commit, I am ready to breakthrough. Being a performer at Marina Bay on Aug 9, a place where F1 Singapore Grand Prix will take place, is one of the "quadruple" which I want to achieve.

I been doing fine for this past 3 months of 2008 and good run MUST not come to an end. I don't want to see myself have my progress getting interrupted, happiness hindered again, and let my life stagnant again...

I can't afford to lose this year.

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