Saturday, September 20, 2008

Some thoughts...

Say I am emo-raged... and I should really do my human revolution in controlling my anger. Or I just can't have the wisdom to find the right words to say, something which had long contributed to my shitty and disappointing love life.

But those newbie privates are really intolerable and they don't deserve to be in my dept afterall. Fancy 3 months ++ left to ORD and post these shits here to give extra challenges to me as a SGT?

Yeah...call them shits. Shits who have lower education, showing bad attitudes and don't give themselves a bright future in their lives along. Perhaps the society needs them around, to let them do what capable and bright people will not choose to do. Apologies if I have made such sterotyping and insulting remarks, and I have sounded arrogant... I am just being in some state of anger.

1 of the shits got a pretty-looking girlfriend, while I never have the good fortune to have even an average-looking one. Alrite, I should not be jealous over such a shit. Perhaps I must agree what many of my friends said, "butterflies attract butterflies, shits attract shits.", "Polish up your life and the right person may appear."

This NS stint has been a roller-coaster and challenging one for me... meeting different types of people throughout these 2 years, perhaps it is preparing me for the working life ahead ? Of course it is! I shall really learnt alot and applies alot, and do my human revolution. For those shits, if they choose not to listen and don't give themselves a chance to contribute to the society in the future, let them be.

There's other challenges and human revolution for me to take actions ahead, and I must really show actual proof at the end of this year to make a year of victorious one. These past two months I have seen disappointments and being frustrated and less-happier than the first half of the year before. I am looking more emo...emo-raged. Sounds like Enough Is Enough...

I just wanna bucked up.

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