寂寞那么多

天色开始朦胧 呼吸慢慢沉重
曾经深情的承诺 像吹过的风 说什么天长地久
只是敷衍带过 心中的痛 眼泪融入 漆黑的夜雨中

分开 我们都选择了不回头
而从今以后
冰冷的手再也尝不到你的温柔

为什么寂寞总是那么多 总习惯独自温习你遗留的伤痛
我不想再观赏心碎重播 彼此都隔着一层膜 静静的擦肩而过

(X2)

空旷房间里头 只残留着合照里的虚伪温柔
放开所有 拥抱着自由 让一切重头

为什么寂寞总是那么多 在孤单夜里包扎你留下的伤口
我不想再观赏心碎重播 心里那失落的梦 静静的随风飘落(静静的擦肩而过)

I learn this new song today, which is english is called "Too much of loneliness"... yet another emo sad love song by 张栋梁 aka Nicholas Teo. Perhaps it is the most emo of all after 寂寞边界(Lonely Borders), 痛彻心扉(The Pain Of My Heart), 错了再错(Mistakes after Mistakes)... etc. Well, I love singing his songs whenever going for any KTV session. Perhaps these songs speak of those heart-broken stories of my past. This new hit best speaks what of I have been going through in this lifetime till now.

Like what one phrase in the chorus which reads, "我不想再观赏心碎重播" (I don't wish to see heartbreak repeats again..."). Long-term loneliness is tragical, while no one wants to be heart-broken (over and over again). Especially Me.

Enough of Emoing, I am back to strong life-force, strong challenges and continue my "August Quadruple" resolutions, after some past week of low-life condition (Some NS struggles, sickness...etc). Hah. I will do everything to overcome all these struggles, accumulate good fortunes, for my growth and not to let 心碎重播... Everything must not be repeated again. I told myself.

Now is Saturday, the day of NDP training later on at 6.30 pm. My third one with SSA after previous even years in 2004 and 2006. Let's make the next 4 months a very very different and great one from the previous experiences.