Does that spell the end of a decade ?

I wish I do not expect things to turn better.

At the end of the day, there's nothing for me to talk about, there's nothing for me to share about. Despite the fact that how much I had overcome in my life for the past half year, how much plans I have to move forward ahead in the new year...

I am just feeling more and more out of place in this clique. They just failed to seek any further understandings from me perhaps. The distances of friendships just had already been drifted apart continue to stay stagnant and perhaps continue to go wide apart. I am just a face in the group perhaps.

Dear friends of 10 years, I am not complaining. I guess... I fail to overcome myself in front of you all. When things don't turn out what I expect, what I hope for.... deep down I was disappointed. Perhaps I should be disappointed in myself, disappointed with the fact that my emotions had ruined some friendships that had gone on better and better in recent years.

And last evening once again, I had failed to break the ice with a friend whom I should have only thought of friendships and nothing else in the recent past.

Thanks for everything, especially those recent memories, those singing session, those manjong session, those makan session and the overseas trip not too long ago.

http://i-kieran-yiheng.blogspot.com/2008/12/2008thanks-for-memories.html

I don't know when will I ever see you all again. As for my decision to defer my studies to July, I will definitely make plans for myself and create values in life in the coming 1st half of the new year, besides continue to work at PGP to earn more income.

If I ever see you all again, will you all see the difference in me ? A new set of struggles may come ahead in my life, but I definitely wanna make a difference for myself, becoming a better person each day and attaining victories after victories in my life.