Soo hard to sleep...

I turn on this PC to do some blogging since the McSpicy meal with the Cokelight had made me failed to sleep...

Afterall, I intend to resume my revision again tomorrow...

But I fail to sleep...

Don't know why... the brain in me keeps on functioning, the mind in me keeps on moving and fails to take a rest...

Exams is coming in around 10 days yet my revision progress is soo slow. Perhaps ACCA's not my cup of tea afterall... but how can I say that ??? How can I give up without giving it a fight???

This year has been doing fine for me yet there's a lot of things for me to overcome... and to achieve bigger victories in this life. At this hour, I felt I have slacken alot... I really need to do my human revolution, polishing up this life and put all the devilish functions and all those thoughts which has hindered me out of my life.

是我想太多...太多了...

突然好想你

I had a very weird dream last night... something which I hope to be happen in the near future although it seems to be hard afterall. Nevertheless, this song is dedicated to this weird dream of mine. (No prize for guessing who I have dreamt of...)



最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终于让自己属于我自己
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你 你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行 然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那么甜 那么美 那么相信 那么疯 那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各算的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你 你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息

In Turmoil

I don't wish to share all these... and I am unclear of what's the situation's like... since the person does not even bother to share with his Next-Of-Kin(s) regarding all these problems that may affect the family.

Seriously speaking, I am quite pissed the way current problems are being handled... and the attitude this main sole-breadwinner has shown.

Now I can only chant this person can really take up faith to challenge this situation, and all these good fortunes that I have accumulated this year must not be TAKEN AWAY, but more should be accumulated instead...

你不是真正的快乐(You are not the true happiness)

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色

你再也不会梦或痛或心动了

你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你静静忍着紧紧把昨天在拳心握着

而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了

越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是妳合群的一起笑了

当生存是规则不是你的选择

于是妳含着泪痕飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

我站在你左侧却像隔着银河

难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了然后才后悔着

你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色

为什么失去了还要被惩罚呢

能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻重新开始活着

A very nice new song by MayDay about Happiness...