If my life is like a football club, it's gotta be Newcastle United rather than my beloved Liverpool.
Just like that team fighting for relegation from the EPL at this moment, I just feel soo underachieving and the stupidity in me had won over me. How many wrong decisions do I have to make before I can see tremendous actual proofs in my life ???
I am just being foolish, making too much, way too much poor decisions in terms of my studies since 'O' Levels. And it's not just studies after all... Soo many decisions, whether big or small, most of them have been the wrong choices. Right now, I am just being frustrated, disappointed and underachieving. 7 fucking years of youth is seemed to be wasted...Nothing has changed...Nothing.
Soo what if it seems life has been happier than before ? Too many wrong decisions had brought nothing... not a single significant victory. I really had enough. And I don't think I had even done any single human revolution..... Up to this point, I don't think I am able to forge close bonds with most of the people around me.
It just seems that I was born to this world as a clown, as an invisible man.
To let people laugh. To let people ignore. That's all.
And to end this low-life condition post...
18 years of family karma...
11 years of relationship aka love karma...
7 years of study karma...
Anything else ?
Call me Karma King if you want.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
ColorGenics
It's just sounds soo true.
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/showprofile.asp?id=1/4/5/3/7/6/0/2/&name=Chia%20Yiheng
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.
There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/showprofile.asp?id=1/4/5/3/7/6/0/2/&name=Chia%20Yiheng
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.
There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
Your willpower and stamina are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. Your resilience and tenacity have become weakened. You are feeling overtaxed, worn out and getting nowhere: but you continue to stand your ground. You feel that this unfavourable situation is an encumbrance which you could well do without and you find yourself unable to make the necessary decisions at this particular moment in time to change anything.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
全世界都停电
The song which best describes my current state of life.
连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我 让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独 隔离 寂寞地盘旋
全世界都停了电
全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电
全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体 缩成一个圈
像一个句点
连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我 让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独 隔离 寂寞地盘旋
全世界都停了电
全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念 却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电
全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体 缩成一个圈
像一个句点
爱在记忆中找你
我对你这一生哪个可比
我与你差一些永远一起
邂逅时间场地似连场好戏
要自何页说起wow ho
爱太重深呼吸欠缺空气
爱太美轻轻的却载不起
爱情来到时候似明媚天气
它走了突然骤变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远该怎么说对不起
你太近一转身却已高飞
快乐也许太短似场流星雨
一眨眼就如幻觉怕又记起
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你
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