Breakdown

I have always never learn.

I have always been a bad chess player, always making the wrong move, too many wrong moves soo much soo that I can't find myself to bounce back.

And just when I thought I can move on and let time heals, some bit*h just added some salts into the wounds...

I have already enough of soo much unhappiness for the past 2 months or soo... from my studies to my relationships with friends...

And now I don't know how am I going to say sorry to her... sincerely. The nail had finally pinned on the coffin...once again.

And I don't know how's the future should go... I just hate to see my life being in a running track, with vicious karmas running round and round again.

这次，全世界是真的...停了电。